Tuesday, April 28, 2009
It's been so long since I update my blog.I wonder if anyone reads it anyway?
haha
Really full of unhappiness, and just to pour out all here if I could.
Why am I still there? I wonder how long more I can stay there.
I know that I am not the best person , not the most clever person. But I wish to have more exposure to just only 'scan n photocopy'. I wish to get involved more. Yes, for my future, also for my good. But who wants to work as a person with such scopes given but nicer position name only?
I am not saying if I were given some other stuffs to do, I can get it right and nice. But I am willing to try if you give me a chance and guide me 1st! Dun expect me to know how to start when I didnt even have any experience.
It's just like u you want a baby to walk himself, but you need to teach him in the start 1st, den let him walk n fall on his way of learning.
But if you dun teach me from the start, I cant and DUN even know what is standing.
Does it makes some sense out there?
I dun like the feeling of being left out, I hate it.
Dun tell me you expect alot from me when I am just a small 'ANT' to you .
Dun tell me that you want me to make improvements when you dun get me to discussion.
or letting me in discussion halfway ( head & toe) , and expect me to the noe the body and give opinions etc...
What can I do??
I rushed home, try to do what interest me.
started singing. hoping I can feel better, but I just couldn't get concentrated and can't sing like me. Keep thinking still!!! shit damn shit!
So I started dancing , and I get to get more concentrated. Felt so happy and relief at the moment!!! it's really nice.
However, good thing ends fast and things get to my mind after it. :(
You are why I live for... at -4/28/2009 10:09:00 PM
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Happy 1 yr 5 mths anniversary with my dear !Really very happy to be with my dear! He surprised me by bringing me to a very nice place- Marina barrage!! I never heard of this place b4 seriously..but when I reach there, I realised it's damn nice! The view are very very nice and it's just so wonderful! haha. :)
We ate at the 7th storey restaurant, dear thought it's @7th storey but it's actually the name of it :p
Total dinner = $98 ( not worth, it's the scenery very nice only. The steamboat & al-cart so so only )
After that we went to walk ard...walked from 9 plus to 11 pm loh... haha..very nice :)
photos will be uploaded soon...:)
You are why I live for... at -2/05/2009 11:57:00 AM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Happy New YR ! Happy 2009 yr ahead. Wishes everyone good health. World Peace and harmony.
My family united.
My friends united.
Others... Secret :)
Everyone stay happy always.!
I love dear always :p
On 31st Dec 08, it was the last day of the year. Well, some unpleasant happens which affected my mood. But after that I try to forget it and be happy and cheerful :p
So went to a place at pungol park , Bliss cafe ( surrounded with ponds and in btw the park)... Total spending per person = $60... cuz they ordered 2 wines and our own dish and side dishes. So Expensive :( but we had a nice countdown with the close friends.. Got me, dear, Dedric n his gf (Joanne), Kaykheong, ZhongM ing, WeiLun, Ming De, KayKheong Bro.
And on the new day of 2009.... morning went to eat breakfast with dear... Den afternoon we rest at home... Late afternoon went to chinatown to eat steamboat (Chong Qing huo guo) with my parents, kor n his gf, and dear.
Total spending was like $117...
You are why I live for... at -1/01/2009 11:55:00 PM
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
It's been quite sometime since I updated my blog...Just some updates before the 2008 yr ends....
Time really pass by so fast. In fact, in times we wish that time passes faster but in times we wish it passes slower. Well, it all depends on the situation don't you agree?
But 岁月不留人 !
On 25th Dec 08, itself, MErry CHristMas! Went to 1045am church... den went to Grandpa's house for christmas gathering with the uncles n aunties .... Received gifts, dear received too :p But as we grow old, the gifts are so standard, so bored HAHAHA
On 24th Dec 08, went to Mambo Jumbo Zouk...... for countdown for CHRISTMAS!
Really holiday mood at the ending of Dec, so many holidays and leaves after the holidays! woohooo :p
But the countdown @zouk for christmas was quite disappointing ... The songs in the start till ard 2am was not retro but other weird types of music which give us no mood to dance... And there isn't a countdown. Thought the DJ would countdown with the crowds, but when 12am comes, the big screen just show 'Merry Christmas', n fake snow falls n pp shouting ard only in their own groups...was expecting more ya :)
But anyway I and Dear stayed till 5am at zouk that day while Zm, KK, CC, Robin and WL stayed till 6am! power sia... haha
On 22nd Dec 08, I brought the Asus P552w phone :p I love it !
On 21st Dec 08, went to Ryan's bdae !~
On 19th, 20th, 21st Dec 08, was at the chalet @downtown east. On the 1st nite, played games till 6am like that. Then, 20th Dec, went to eat breakfast at the nearby and went to get satays, stingray and otahs from CitySatay. After that went to escape theme park to play as we have 4 complimentary ticket. So me, dear, Dedric, and Kaykheong went there. It was so funny when I think of KK saying he is scare,oops. hahaha... :p
At nite, have BBQ ...all people are present. So enjoyable, like big family (Kaykheong, WeiLun, Zhong Ming, Yiehai, Cheng Chong, Ming De, Yande, Kayboon, Yong Qiang n his gf, Dedric n his gf,dear n Me) :p
And we have christmas exchange gift, log cakes to eat... and of cuz game session till 6am...woohooo...
Photos will be randomly uploaded soon.
On 17th Dec 08, went to the new club called 'Rebel' with my dear. It's RnB night. Well, the songs are quite nice and I enjoy as I love RnB songs! But there really alot of desperate 'guys' youngsters ... lols...
Photos will be randomly uploaded soon.
On 13th Dec 08, had my company dinner @Royal Plaza (beach road)...
Stary Stary Night ! So dress like a star and impress everyone, that's the theme.
Overall, it's enjoyable just that didn't win any prizes. But still have 30dollar voucher it's still acceptable better than nothing right :)
Photos will be randomly uploaded soon.
You are why I live for... at -12/31/2008 07:30:00 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
On Tues (4-Nov-08), my colleagues gave me another surprise. They actually brought me a gift. It's a necklace from taka jewerlley. It's beautiful. Thank you to :Joll, Ashlee,Leong, Grace, Tanaka, Chong, Huan kiat,Tjia Lin, Peter Lim,Chee Hock, Kiang.
I really had a very great 21st with deardear and my dear frens. It's very memorable and unforgettable day in my life.
You are why I live for... at -11/05/2008 11:50:00 PM
Happy 21st birthday to myself! & A very big THANK YOU to everyone!!!
On Sun (2nd-Nov-08), My Offical 21st yr old! I think many pp mistaken my bdae to be on 1st Nov, but anyway my offical 21 is on 2nd-Nov-08!
Left the chalet ard 11am. We send PohYing home, den headed to somewhere that dear wanted to surprise me. He asked me to closed my eyes till I reached the place. He actually brought me a bouquet of Blue roses! it's the 2nd gift, I love it. I am so happy :)
Then, we headed to dear house to take things... He gave me the 3rd gift- Hugo Boss Ladies Perfume! :)
Then, we headed to JP, and I waited for dear dear while he go do things which I can't know. Lols... He came me a mini-shirt with design of our pictures & hearts @sea. it's the 4th gift, I love it so much.
Then, dearly brought me to 'maxwell' to have lunch. It's a memorable place for us, because it's part of our love starts.
We ate porridge, and fried you tiao with fish paste. It's very nice :)
Then, dear brought me to a place- Wild Wild Wet!!! I am so happy & excited. He say I am like a kid hehe.. We played 2gether fro ard 4 to 7...:) Darling, remember me wanting to go there so much after that time not able to go due to renovation, so he brought me there tis time.
After that, dear brought me to eat @bedok -ba chor mee, carrot cake, & chinese mixed rojak.
We waited for the ba chor mee for 45mins. LOLs
After that, dear actually booked a place for chilled out @ 1 twenty-six, but it closes @10.30pm...hence, we did not go in the end.
Darling, thanks for everything. I really love you so much.
You are why I live for... at -11/05/2008 11:30:00 PM
On sat(1st-Nov-08), here it comes my party. It's very tiring, really. I actually slept @5am on fri and woke up @830am on sat. Den went to buy food with dear & dad for my party at nite. Reached the chalet ard 3pm. Yiehai reached earliest to help out. Followed by Zhong Ming & KayBoon.
Here comes many many effort & work. Pohying came early too and helped up.
I want to special thanks to the following pp whom came to help me up alot,
- Dear dear, Dad, YieHai, Zhong Ming, KayBoon, Pohying, KayKheong, Cheng Chong, Meng Tuck!
Without their help, my party won't go on so smoohtly. IT's Really BIG BIG Effort. THANKS!!!
They are all my dear's friends, I know them with dear @ the same time last yr August like tat. Ard 1 year plus... But you can see who is your true friends whom will help u, they are really great pp. .:) Only Pohying is my sec fren that came to help me early. Really thank you very much.
Thanks for those that came to my party on sat nite.
- My Family: Daddy, Kor & his GF
- My dear's frens: WeiLun, Zhong Ming, Meng Tuck, KayKheong, KayBoon, YieHai, Cheng Chong, Png, Joanne, Yong Qiang, Trica.
- My Sec frens: CheeSiang, Jeremy, Cheryl, Alvin,Aaron, PohYing, Mavia, ShuHui, GeokHwa, Huishan, Peggy & her BF, HueyYuan & her BF, YanLing, Suhsing. ( A pity forgot to take pics with Huishan, Peggy, Jeremy, Cheryl, Cheesian, Alvin)
- My poly frens: Huiwen, DitChing, Joan (Xbb), Wen Yan.
-My outside frens: Vivian, Jun Jie, WeiLun(outside).
Mavia, Peggy & Bf, Joan & WenYan left early,so unable to cut cake with me. ( Thanks WenYan especially, I am touched you came)
Huiwen, DitChing, Vivian, JunJie, WeiLun(outside) left after cutting cake.(Thanks for your patience to wait)
CheeSiang, Jeremy, Cheryl, Alvin,Aaron,ShuHui, GeokHwa,Huishan, Yiehai & KayBoon stayed till ard 3am.
Zhong Ming, KayKheong, WeiLun, Cheng Chong stayed till 6am.
And Meng Tuck & PohYing stayed overnight with me & dear.
Thanks to you guys for being here with me for the party celebration. It's so fun.
Steamboat dinner is really tiring. But I never regret doing it. Cuz it's fun, like big gathering sit there eat together. And also can eat alot.
You are why I live for... at -11/05/2008 11:00:00 PM