Thursday, May 31, 2007
My dear fren
Its our last yr in school le, We stayed so far from each other.
very sad, cuz won't be able to see you everyday after graduate.
I know we will still meet up, but it won't be like always le. Why we stay so far=x
Lets us JJ to teach us mahjong ok! go ur hse play la
but hor, i think it will be like laughing session more than learning lesson with JJ haha
Treasures the times with you=)
You are why I live for... at -5/31/2007 07:28:00 PM
I HAVE LOST MY FREEDOM OF SPEECH~
i just want a caring brother that loves me, dotes me.
Why isit so hard?
Blood is thicker than water.So what?
I have kor's whom are unrelated to me, but treats me much better.
But how come the real one doesn't?
Why do u have to do this to me everyday
Makes me don't feel like going home, don't want to face you.
You are why I live for... at -5/31/2007 12:17:00 AM
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
What a funny day man...Finally went out with Joan Lee Hui Ling
Girl, I read your blog. I am sorry for those past days that I broke promises. I did not meet you but meet my bf. It doesn't mean you are not important in my life okay. So don't think that you are lousy, left out, left behind by me or anyone. I really apologise to you for those times I made you felt that way. You are pretty n nice. We have so much in common even in our right palms we have some common things. You know rite. 'M' lols.
With you around, so much jokes n funny comments and funny things happening around us.
gays. robots.dancings.
You are why I live for... at -5/30/2007 11:41:00 PM
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
If I am away would u still think of me
And wish that you could hold me now
Or would you die for me
Would you run with me all the way
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there to kiss my pain away
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be the one to take my breath away
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there to kiss my pain away
Would you be there for me
You are why I live for... at -5/30/2007 01:08:00 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them, and sometimes, it's those memories that give us the strength to go onYou believe that nothing is wrong until you're crying You believe that life is too long until you're dying...
You are why I live for... at -5/27/2007 08:54:00 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007
I've finally realized what life is all about...it's about hanging on when your heart has had enough. It's about giving more when you feel like giving up
I know that I have been pissed off and bad mood these days. Some may see through from the way I does things, but some may not.
Life is full of secrets and lies, so when people **** you over don't be surprised...
There are too many things happening around me.
Nobody will understands.
But I know that my attitude sucks these days.
So I am here to say SORRY. But I don't think I have done anything bad so far or wat. I didn't scold anyone. Just Only feel like been alone. So sometimes never meet you guys in the morning. Not I changed or wat, but these few days like need time to cool down.
Sorry to betrayer- haha, You know who you are. Now everything's clear, U are good now.No longer our betrayer. ha ha ha. Don't forget your promise okay? =)
Family
What's wrong with watching tv and using my lappy in the living room. Do u pay the electricity bills? I like the environment in the living room. I work in the living room not because of tv, its because if i am in my own room, I will just keep singing. I can't do anything else beside singing. i have to control. as I have tons of works to do. that's one reason. And so what's the pro with you leh, Why always come home must say me? U see me bu shuang sit in living room only. U see all the bad things about me only. What's wrong? So what if u are the one subscribes the SCV, u think its because of the SCV tats why I keep staying at the living room? NO NO! N i hate the way you look at me and says me when u comes home. Why do you find such troubles. N so what if u are elder than me, always says I no respect for you, so do you have respect to me? Only you can say me, can scold me, want to beat me, just because you are older den me. lastime always say me use laptop always, den how about you, go work never even off your com. Downloads things only. Den whole day never off the modem, den won't spoil la, if its me, then will spoil la.
YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT DE LAH. =( ONLY u can say people, people can't say you. I don't even have the freedom of speech .!
Studies, school, friends,weird humans, are driving me crazy.
Don't crap with me can. You don't even know what you want, den u just stay away from me. Like what you have been doing in e past.
Don't worry bout me or what I do. What happens in my life has nothing to do with you.
so keep your mouth shut and stop talking shit. I'm sick of all you skanks with all your bullshit
To those that don't know me well, don't shoot me with all ur means to piss me off. Don't always try to piss me off and agitate me. I really hope that the friends whom truly knows me will stand up for me, tell the people what kind of people am I.
This life is different.
I have no regrets. I wouldn't have lived my life the way I did if I was going to worry about what people were going to say.
Life's too short to let the little things get to you So feel free to laugh at whatever at whatever you want to. Fall in love w/that one boy that makes you laugh & smile like no other . Never let your best friends slip away & most importantly Never let anyone change the real you...
Lastly, You have to take the good with the bad.
Smile with the sad. love what you got
And remember what you once had
Always forgive, but never forget
Learn from mistakes, but never regret
People change, things go wrong
Just remember... life goes on...
PS: I am still the same old me. I do not have attitudes. I do not show my angers. I still laugh when I am angry and when I am scolding you , its not like so, cuz I will laugh while saying.
Ha ha ha.
I don't know how you see me. But how you see me maybe different from what my true friends sees me in the past. It doesn't mean I have changed, it means you don't know how to see me through ur eyes.
You are why I live for... at -5/25/2007 10:22:00 PM
I need
New pair of glasses
New pair of sunglasses-esprit
New pair of contact lens( colored contact lens more better)
I want
Jersey
Dry fit material shirts
Puma bag & Puma Shoes
New pair of glasses
New pair of sunglasses-esprit
New pair of contact lens( colored contact lens more better)
I want
Jersey
Dry fit material shirts
Puma bag & Puma Shoes
You are why I live for... at -5/25/2007 01:03:00 AM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
My di n me
joan n me
Nothing is crueler to be betrayed by your best friend and knowing your best friend seduced your boyfriend
Is alcohol the only way for guys to vent anger?
Willfulness is the stumbling block in a marriage
When you love someone,you want the best for them
To her
She is one that is with me each day in school. Except the days I pon or she pon school.
In times, we are really crazy, we laugh, we whistle; we do anything that is stupid or good. We keep each other accompanied. Though, in times we are mood less, we don’t talk much suddenly, but it’s just for a short moment. We hate Wednesday, but we hope things get better.
We wish that we stays near each other, rather than one at north n one at west. We envy those people that are close being able to go to each other house to have fun and keep each other out of boredom.
We used to have a family- remember xiong pa pa , xiong ma ma, 2 xiong bao bao.
I know it’s rather lame, and stupid. But it’s definitely a fun part of us and happy memories. But it seems like the fun is over. Its just left with xiong bao bao’s. I don’t wish we drift apart okay.
You are not ugly, you are pretty. Not to others? But at least to me=) No one is ugly in the world. Everyone have their specialty, I believe that you have yours too.
You are my cutie pie. Ha ha
You are not stupid. Though we always say we are stupid but I don’t think you are.
I don’t think that you are irritating, and I have no secrets with the ke wei lah.
Must trust me okay
We always say to each other, next semester change class le, you will still got break out with me ma? You will still meet me ma?
One happy thing to say, we are still doing that. We are still accompanying each other. I enjoyed your accompany as well as with ke wei( my di). Both of you are the best!=) HUGS^^
You are why I live for... at -5/22/2007 12:14:00 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I am worried over my FYP. It simply sucks. Haven't done our group report. the leader isn't giving any instructions. being waiting. How? this monday must submit, and I know nothing.can u stop stressing urself, cuz u stress, u make all e rest of us feel so uneasy n irritated. What is there to stress, all because u don't share that's why u are suffering alone;
Take care, hope one day I won't have to visit you in mental hospital ya=)
Mummy bdae was on fri. Happy Birthday Mummy!
Went to eat dinner with family at Jp-Fish n Co--> seafood platter for 2!=)
After that went walk walk( shopping) with kor and his gf.
went to most sports shops, and went to visit Pohying again.
LOLS, it seems like I have been seeing her almost everyday. Ha Ha. Sorry gal didn't go out with u on thurs. Will try to make it next week ya?
Recently brought a Mizuno dry fit shirt. Like it so much, I like dry fit material shirt.
Then, Just now shopping brought 2 Elle active shirts , all from world of sports. when I was about to pay, I realised I didn't bring my wallet, I only have my card holder with no money. ha ha. Luckily kor was there, so he paid for me first. So paiseh lah.
Going to buy Jersey soon, I want to go tao pah yoh/ ang mo kio area there to see, who can go with me?!
You are why I live for... at -5/19/2007 11:32:00 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
Thanks to baby, for helping me to think of the comic idea. Really appreciate baby for helping me.=)
Thanks to Hong Hao, he is such a nice one. he helped me to draw this comics... I think its damn nice, he drew it with his hands. I can't even do that..LOLS =)
You are why I live for... at -5/18/2007 01:58:00 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
OMG--<<
You are why I live for... at -5/17/2007 11:49:00 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Went out with Pei Ming today. Finally got to see my jie=)
JP:-->Shopping. Tom Yam noodle. Arcade.
westmall:--> Faceshop. window shopping
You are why I live for... at -5/16/2007 10:31:00 PM
I hate wednesday's.
It's supposed to be a good day because its fyp- a team of ur own choice of people.
I thought it would be good , but why is everything turning out to be so different.
Why are u changing to be so scary.
How am I going to work with this attitude throughout my 3rd yr.
WTH... totally no mood.
A msg to him.by joan.
' Whats your problem? We know we are not albert einstein as u but can u don't laugh at us and say we 'si bai' this kinda of things? In front of LP somemore. Very rude. Since you like to say people so much, den why don't you tell god lah, he is the one that makes us, including our not so clever brains. u suppose to help people, but you are laughing at people instead of helping. How to approach you den?
We are all humans, how would you feel if you are treated that way worst still by your own friend?
You are the one that changed withing the months. You are the one that is drifting apart, not joining us to breakfast, and not going home with us. What do you treat us as when we still treat you as a close fren of ours? Why you like to look down on people? are u that smart? U think you are? --> THINK ABOUT IT. Don't need to laugh at people, you know how to do, but u don't want to tell us or teach us. But you rather keep quiet and laugh at us when teacher tell us the mistakes e.t.c. Why you do that? to prove u are smart and can laugh at us isit? So what if someone is really smart, but don't want to share and selfish, its useless. Even if you don't know your work you don't even want to ask us, or what, but u use the other stupid idiotic kind of attitude. SCREW OFF> U make me sounds so bad.
Even LP told u , U must not work yourself u know, u must share with the other 3 team mates, and ask them not doing yourself. Get it? its U !
I simply hate you now lah
U just ain't the same as before. Hope that things will gets better and not worst to worst. THANK YOU!
PS: You ain't smart ok.
You are why I live for... at -5/16/2007 10:08:00 PM
Today's presentation is so short. But its stress, as the critera is: 3 points in one slide, 1 point only can have maximum 10 words. No reading off slides.But luckily, today's problem quite easy=)
After school, met a friend... Went to Jp... played arcade. thanks to Ke Wei for ur tapz card ya=)
its been quite long since I played, my last time playing was with weixiong at westmall loh, haha
It was fun today. Thanks for ur accompany my dear friend.^^.
After that went to meet dear.
everything was fine and great.
Only after watching the 10pm news.
I was shocked, and my heart sinks.
There was a news a fallen rain tree in Bukit Batok kills one and injures two.
The one killed was my primary school classmate's mum.
The reason I was able to recognize her is because she works in Kfc lastime.
Life is fragile. You can die anywhere. Any thing can happen.
so treasure ur life. treasure ur family, people around you.
I know that I have to treasure my life too, don't even think of being a pillion again rite. don't even think of going up a bike. hais.
lastly, My greatest condolence...
You are why I live for... at -5/16/2007 12:04:00 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
You are why I live for... at -5/15/2007 03:58:00 PM
wahaha
Today morning went break out with Ke Wei as usual.
decided to eat local noodles, and guess what, the aunty says 'gal you are v.pretty and u have big eyes.' HAHA. don't vomit okay. haha.
To Ke Wei, don't worry la, yest u didn't come n take the test.
Just make sure you don't make the same mistake again, always check ur exam schedule before you pon!
haha, study hard for the next 3 exams can le=) JIAYOU!
You are why I live for... at -5/15/2007 11:53:00 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
我可以 我可以 陪你去看星星 不用多說明
( I can accompany you to stargazing, No explanation needed)
我就要和你在一起
( I just want to be with you)
我不想又在一次和你分離
( I don't wish to separate with you once again)
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你
( I wish it will be beautiful always because of you)
Its simple and nice. BEAUTIFUL
You are why I live for... at -5/14/2007 11:30:00 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
PS: to secret admirer? do I know you?=) don't play with me leh, I think you must be someone I know rite...hahas. since u tagged me, so just reply loh=)I don't know what's wrong with my bloggie, when I want to create a new post, the style shown is different, like out of shape . dots
Nvm, hope it gets better soon. cuz I don't know why it's like tat, so can't solve. See le bu shuang lah, den can't add image, cant change color. anyone faced the same pro? HELP!
hahas
Well, Just came back home.
Early man, went to church in the morning, was supposed to be one hour mass, but I was late as usual , so attended only half hr, HAHA, heng ah!
after church wanna go Jp meet Xiu Xiu, but its raining heavily, so got to stay in the shelter first.
Guess where I went? I went to see alex loh, I was like seeing him for HALF HOUR! cuz its raining, there is no where to go, so seeing him will pass my time faster. hahas, he must be touched that I pei him loh, help him clean his face n there's hair there, dropped from sunflower surrounded in him..hahas, I don't know what's the thing called that keep his ash...oops
Now going to study for tml's exam...--> sports and exercise nutrition ..My elective. I aimed to get a A as last sem health n wellness also get. So I believed I can ba.
*Hoping* hahas
Today's mother's day, going to eat dinner with my family later.
MISSING those people that misses me....
*winks*
Hugs to my friends=) I love u
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
You are why I live for... at -5/13/2007 03:55:00 PM
Laugh Out Loud!
Jas is happy today!
wahahas
Happy day=)
hope tml will be happy too ^^
*winks*
Love those people around me.
think tml going to church to see lex, but going alone...bored!=x
You are why I live for... at -5/13/2007 12:23:00 AM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Thanks SUGEN for your help,though i heard of the site but never tried cuz lazy lah...
but didn't know can search so easy not need upload also can=)
I put 3 songs...the auto play one is of cuz ' bon jovi-always '...Why ?
cuz its a song that brings me memory ...The song may not be e best, but alot pp shl noe how meaningful it is lah!
You are why I live for... at -5/12/2007 12:32:00 AM
Friday, May 11, 2007
How are you in heaven?I seriously miss you alot lah!
This days, many things happen...
Recently my dad's colleague father passed away. Very tragic accident I heard.
A big lorry bang to him, and he died on spot, shall not describe but you can imagine how tragic it would be.
after hearing this, I start thinking of you again.
Its been 6 months plus you left us, I still miss you, still hoping and waiting for the day to see u online, just to say hi .
But it's never coming I know.
recently, chat with your dear sis, I truly understands how she feels. I shall not say what is it, as you could also be able to know from heaven I suppose? LOLS
But I am really happy to chat with her, happy that she shared with me her happiness, sadness, and almost everything. I am glad I can help her by my replies.
I am happy to have ur sis to chat with me. Only she can understand, and only with her, I can say out what we feels .
hahas, hope u are doing well up there...
u 20 yrs old le leh, i remember ur bdae 4/5/87 =)
You are why I live for... at -5/11/2007 12:18:00 AM
What has happened, had happened already
Its over.
I don't give a damn to what you say, but show some respect, not to me? but to urself ok, have some self respect.
If not I will not be able to imagine what will happen to your future
Well, I will not give up, like dear said, if I say I am useless, I have lost, and lost terribly without even trying with all my efforts. SO i will not give up.I will prove to you !
But it's hard in times.. lols
Life to some people, or rather a lot people , is just about winning.
I never thought that you will not help , it is supposed to be pair work.
But when you have problem, I helped you to troubleshoot.
But when I have problem, You leave everything to me.And you go on with further understanding of the work.
Is this right?
Okay, I know it is quite sad for me when I experienced this, cuz you are my bestie, and it just happens this way.
Its okay, I have nothing to say that time, just disappointed
But whatever, its done, and done.
shall learn from this mistakes, and not be so stupid in this.
I don't know why, but for me, when it's team work (especially), I like to help others if I can, and also hope that everyone knows how to do before we continue further.
I am not trying to say I am so great, but I just don't like people whom are selfish.
hahas
hahas
You are why I live for... at -5/11/2007 12:02:00 AM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
I know I am not god, I can't possibly go around helping my friends that I really want to.But I will always try my best.
My dear baby,
I miss you so much
Looking forward to our meetings
I feel so xin fu to have you !
Love You!
Yellow--> Banana!!!
hahahas
You are why I live for... at -5/09/2007 12:54:00 AM
Friday, May 04, 2007
Tears dropped when I read shan's bloggie.E feeling is undefined.
I felt happy, touched, sad, all kinds of feelings
because I miss u and the others too.
the 6 gals, I really love you gals always and always
Though I met new friends in poly, but reading my blogs, I didn't really had a great time always.
RP system letting me knowing a lot of friends, when I met a group of friends I can cling on and click to, its time for change of class. I do have 2 close friends I consider in RP, but its incomparable to the 6 of you. The feeling and everything is different. No one will replace u gals in my heart.
TO mavia n shuhui, when's the steamboat? HAHA, bet u gals haven't discuss and ask e others gals rite....
I m not faking any thing above
Those who knows me, Knows how much I cling on to the friendship of 7gals
How much I wish we gals will meet up together , only 7 of us, and can chat and joke like before
I really hope we won't be strangers to each other.
You are why I live for... at -5/04/2007 12:26:00 AM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
| You are a Great Girlfriend |
 When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! |
| Your Relationship is Strong |
 You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it. Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime. |
| He's a Great Boyfriend |
 You guy definitely loves you and knows how to treat you right. You have a five star boyfriend - so make sure you treat him right too! |
You are why I live for... at -5/02/2007 02:42:00 PM
I feel so pathetic.
what a life--> PP, Ce, FYP. daily ppt, daily grades.
Who will understand the feeling of group break-up.
At first, it was a big group, with Joan, Ke Wei, Wee Kiat, Heng Kiat, Jun Jie, Hui Lian, Johnathan.
Now...its left with joan, Ke wei n me.
What a pity. What a group.
I hate the school system. Why every semester change class?
Everytime change class, then we got new friends, new life.
Can't click on with the same big groups always.
everyone is living in their own life...
I don't know what is wrong.
I can't do what I want leh
My fyp team is like a stranger team.
The guys are not helpful. Not fun. Not kind.
No jokes. Demanding.
Do their own stuffs. Never even care us.
If we ask, they say till we are like stupid dumbs.
If we don't ask, we are like shit that don't know anything.
WTH, I really hate this.
Its like plain research, doing own stuffs only.
what should a fyp team do?
We should divide task--> yes we did.
We should discuss--> its the most important, but WE AREN"T discussing.
You are why I live for... at -5/02/2007 11:30:00 AM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Saturday,28/4/07Meet dear dear go IMM to shop a while, went Diaso to buy some containers and stuffs for preparation of packing my room=)
Dear finally came my house to pack pack room with me! So happy =)
My room is in mess, but after today effort from dear n me, my room is neat and tidy and organised. Love it!
Sunday, 29/4/07
Went to dear house to do ppt with him. then at night pei dear to cut hair.
Nice day with dear.
Monday, 30/4/07
accompany dear to medical check up for NS. Hais, say till tis really sianz, cuz it means dear have to go NS very soon. don't know how to live without him le. ooops. Will be missing him loads!
To dear dear,
Seeing you always, meeting you always, meeting you not always, I Will still miss you!
Cuz you live in my heart. So my mind will think of you always!
muacks!
Never get enough of you. Though I sometimes tired, but is because of boredom and school.hahas. But with you is never tired n boring de, I know you also right? =)
Today, 1/5/07
Wow, time really passes so fast man. Now already may, its really fast.
going to half a yr soon.
Have many things to catch up.
- School : PP, FYP, exams
- Zoo, birdpark, wild wild wet, Kbox, K pool, Snow city, Swimming, .... and lots more things to do with you =)
You are why I live for... at -5/01/2007 01:56:00 PM