dream bf.
every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her.
..give her one of your t-shirts to
sleep in.
..leave her cute text notes.
..kiss her in front of your friends.
..tell her she looks beautiful.
..look into her eyes when you talk to
her.
..let her mess with your hair.
..touch her hair.
..just walk around with her.
..FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
..look at her like she's the only girl
you see.
..tickle her even when she says stop.
..hold her hand when you're around
your friends.
..when she starts swearing at you,
tell her you love her.
..let her fall asleep in your arms.
..get her mad, then kiss her.
..stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.
..tease her and let her tease you back.
..stay up all night with her when
she's sick.
..watch her favorite movie with her.
..kiss her forehead.
..give her the world.
..let her wear your clothes.
..when she's sad, hang out with her.
..let her know she's important.
..kiss her in the pouring rain.
..when you fall in love with her, tell
her.
..and when you tell her, love her like
you've never loved someone before.
//somehow i wish tat this can come
true,
//and everyting would be perfect.!
Got this from jessie's blog n she got it from a bulletin...probably this is every gers dream bf. mine also. how i wish i'll meet someone who'll treat me like that. i'll probably fall head over heels for him and swear he'll be de one im gonna luv even if it means in my nxt life.
You are why I live for... at -8/23/2007 03:41:00 PM
I really wish to settle down, I don't wish to wander around. I am not those kind that wants to get to know more n more and choose from there. I am not that type,so don't force me to be that kind. I know there's many choices, I am still young. But I am not really that young. I don't wish to be with someone because I have seen through everything of his or what... I believe if you love someone, you will accept his flaws and good. You won't judge someone then think whether will have problem anot, every relationship have its own problem. If you truly love someone wholeheartedly, you won't do that. But really really overcome all the problems/obstacles, its easy to say, but how many couples can really overcome all and come to an good ending?
You are why I live for... at -8/22/2007 03:21:00 PM
You are why I live for... at -8/20/2007 09:42:00 PM
Went to eat burger king around 11pm plus... Then, we went to mindcafe at parkway there. Chilled there till 3 plus. Saw my another groups of friends there too. Shared cab with 3 of them home=)
Saturday- Supposed to watch fireworks again with one of my fren 'j'. But ended up eating sakae Sushi buffet ! so scare very rush, that's why chose to go shopping... to look for STYLE clothes. ha ha. but can't find and no $$ also. After that, went to JE to play pool, then to Kbox! till 4am!! woooo....
Let me suffer alone. I don't wish others to suffer with me.Its a MUST for me to learn to handle things NOW.FACE IT MYSELF!
This is what I have been telling myself. TO suffer alone, clear the mess myself. Don't pull anyone to clear it for me or suffer with me. But again and again, I let my parents suffer with me. I am really sorry. Truly sorry. Yes, I am no longer the 'gal' they know. They see me torturing myself by doing things I never do, they felt the pain I am going through. But I hate myself for suffering alone and making them suffer too. Let me suffer myself. Let me keep everything in my heart. I will be alright, but just can't find back myself.
Put a gun to my heart
At the loud sound, let everything return to the start
If love means that nothing can be liberated
I won't struggle, I'm no different anyway
I stand alone, scanning this forgotten wasteland
Seeing the ends of the earth, the edges of the sky cannot be seen
Alone I wait for an infinite amount of time
Feeling all the memories revolve around meI still remember when we walked to this place together, quietly lying next to each other
I said from then on my heart
will never have another direction,
You also promised,
tightly grasping my two hands.
But now how much time has passed us by,
replacing and rotating the same place
so that a different scene
has taken its place
Now the only thing that lingers in the sky
is my cold, melancholy cry
blowing so that I can't hear
hear the promise you made
already disappear into this wasteland
Tomorrow's story is all mine, mine
There is more than one type of so-called happiness
The beautiful spring, summer, autumn, winter, and falling leaves are mine
I only understand what a dream is after experiencing it for myself
You are why I live for... at -8/19/2007 02:05:00 PM
Rainie- 左邊
總是 忍不住寂寞掉下眼淚
你才會給安慰
擔心 短暫的晴天隨時都可能
被陰霾收回
等待 有機會最壞也最甜美
我樂觀卻疲憊
因為 太怕失去你所以連快樂裡
都裝滿傷悲
你不曾發覺 你總是用右手牽著我
但是心卻跳動在左邊
你和我之間的遙遠 永遠隔著親切
愛少的可憐
伸出右手 想陪著你向前走
感受 你愛我的心跳在左邊
那麼深深愛你的我
相信你會了解（你一定 看得見）
總在 埋怨過你的 冷漠之後
又急著說抱歉
彷彿 向疏遠的你乞求一點體諒
都是我不對
結果 有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了準備
也許 太自由的你
心裡面那個家誰也不能回
我一直相信 總有一天
你會用左手 牽著我走向明天
未來很遙遠 卻會實現
心在同一邊就能夠聽見
你說的那句 我愛你
I cry because I am unable to endure the loneliness
that's the only time you comfort me
I'm worried that a short bout of clear weather
can be claimed by dark clouds at any time
I wait for a chance to be at my worst and my best,
I'm hopeful yet exhausted
because I'm too scared of losing you,
even in my happiness I am full of sorrow
You hadn't realized, you always use your right hand to hold my hand,
but your heart beats on your left
The distance between us always cuts us off from intimacy,
the pity of inadequate love
I extend my right hand, wanting to walk ahead with you,
feeling the heart that loves me beating on your left side
I, who deeply loves you,
believe you will understand (You can definitely see it)
After regretting your indifference,
I always hurriedly apologize
You neglect me and then beg for sympathy,
making it seem as if I'm the one at fault
The conclusion may be the most beautiful or the most sorrowful,
I've prepared myself
You are too free,
maybe no one can re-enter your heart
I've always believed that one day
You will put your left hand in my hand and we will advance towards tomorrow
The future is far, but it will come true
If your heart is at the same side
then I will be able to hear you say "I love you"
You are why I live for... at -8/17/2007 01:50:00 PM
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret this day.
This quote is seen n heard so many times isn't it?
Well, I think sometimes it's true sometimes it's not nice to believe it and do it.
Many people think of the way like the quotes says, and makes regrets in the end because of being too rush decisions make.
While others really regret for not doing it at the moment of time.
ya, so its confusing, ain't it? ain't life confusing?
If tears could build a stairway
I would walk right up to Heaven
and bring you home.
Why is it that the most beautiful things in life are the most dangerous?
Sunlight, trust & love are just a few... In life there will be sunburn, broken promises, & of course, broken hearts.
Life is full of secrets and lies, so when people f**k you over don't be surprised..
Death is well understood, it's life that isn't.
You are why I live for... at -8/12/2007 10:14:00 PM
You are why I live for... at -8/12/2007 12:59:00 PM
Let out my sorrows n pain in front of him. Told him everything I felt.
Hope he can hear it. Help me n pray for me.
*misses*
After tat, met JunJie to JP to play pool & arcade.
You are why I live for... at -8/06/2007 05:31:00 PM
When you feel your world just ain't right,
Call on me I will be waiting.
Count on my I will be there.
Anytime the times get to tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough,
I'll be the one to make it better.
I'll be there to protect you,
See you though.
I'll be there and there is nothing,
I won't do.
I will cross the ocean for you,
I will go and bring you the moon,
I will be your hero, your strength,
Anything you need.
I will be the sun in your sky,
I will light your way for all time.
Promise you,
For you I will.
I will shield your heart from the rain,
I will let no harm come your way.
Oh, these arms will be your shelter.
No these arms won't let you down.
If there is a mountain to me,
I will move that mountain for you.
I'm here for you, I' m here forever.
I will be your fortress, tall and strong.
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you,
All along.
For you I will.
For you I will lay my life on the line.
For you I will follow,
For you I will die.
With every breath, with all my soul,
I'll give my world,
I'll give it all.
Put your faith in me and I'll do anything.
I will cross the ocean for you,
I will go and bring you the moon,
I will be your hero, your strenght,
Anything you need.
I will be the sun in your sky,
I will light your way for all time.
Promise you,
For you I will.
I will, I Will, I WILL
I will cross the ocean for you,
I will go and bring you the moon,
I will be your hero, your strenght,
Anything you need.
I will be the sun in your sky,
I will light your way for all time.
Promise you,
For you I will.
Promise you,
For you I will.
I Promise you,
For you I will.
You are why I live for... at -8/05/2007 11:35:00 AM
Why can't we treasure n cherish what we have?
Why do people always throw love away.
Seeing people missing their love one whom is gone to heaven. Knowing they lost their bf, and its forever lost him. But at least she knows that her bf doesn't want to go, doesn't meant to leave her alone suffering.
Its better to feel the way that ur bf is gone to heaven n is missing you than knowing someone is gone n will not come back when he is still in the world.
Alex, my dear friend..I miss you. I am now suffering alone. Once AGAIN.
Will you send some guidance from above? Will you tell me what to do again?
I don't care how you going to tell me. You want to come down to hit me beat me scold me for being stupid here. I don't care. Just guide me along my life. I am going to be dead soon if this continues. sorry I know its very stupid, I won't do anything foolish I guess. I really wish to be like you, no worries, no problems, not like me living in this freaking world, ALONE.
You are why I live for... at -8/02/2007 02:26:00 PM
Elliott Yamin - Wait for you
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I\'m missing you
I\'m wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I\'m all alone,
Boy you could have stayed
But you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it\'s a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it\'s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
So darling I will wait for you
Cause I don\'\'t know what else i can do
Don\'t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Darling I will wait for you
If you think I\'m fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I\'ll wait for you
It\'s been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away?
Everything stays the same
I just can\'t do it darling
What will it take to make you come back
Boy I told you what it is & it just ain\'t like that
Why can\'t you look at me, your still in love with me
Don\'t leave me crying.
Darling why can\'t we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
So darling I will wait for you
Cause I don\'\'t know what else i can do
Don\'t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Darling I will wait for you
If you think I\'m fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I\'ll wait for you
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it\'s a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Darling I will wait for you
Darling I will wait for you
If it\'s the last thing i do
Darling I will wait for you
Cause I don\'t know what else i can do
Don\'t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Darling I will wait for you
you think I\'m fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I\'ll wait for you
I\'ll Be Waiting.
You are why I live for... at -8/01/2007 03:04:00 PM
SO many songs can describe my feelings. Hearing them, it's how I feels. what I am left with is songs to accompany me n my feelings. Left with songs without a soul. I am a song without a soul.
What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel from not having him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse
Frustrated because I cant tell if its real
Mad because I don't know how you feel
Upset because we can't make it right
Sad because I need you day and night
Angry because you won't take my hand
Aggravated because you don't understand
Disappointed because we can't be together
But still I'll love you FOREVER
You are why I live for... at -8/01/2007 02:18:00 PM