The real people are really not real at all

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Everything have a new start.

The beginning.

everyone please re-link me!

thanks!

You are why I live for... at -6/28/2007 12:03:00 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

I read mavia's blog...n realized what she got is very meaningful...so just wanna share with everyone...

one should not dwell on the flaws of the other party.. neither should 1 compare him/her to/with anything/anyone else. if u love the person you juz wanna be happy with the person and give the person the best.. you will onli appreciate the good points and make the flaws transparent.

i find this true though... hmmm.. but some ppl juz simply dun get this point.. when u tend to compare, the person will starts to feel inferior and then insecure.. when someone starts to feel insecure, the person will starts to think alot of "IFs" and get suspicious to wat ever the person does..

the worst relationship is Complicated relationship.. whereby 2 parties are more then frenz but not a couple.. it might b good but in a way bad coz if u starts thinking abut it, u will be lost... totally lost..

everyone when comes into a relationship, tends to get selfish... no 1 would wanna share their partners.. no 1 can tolerate their partners 2 timing..

if a couple truly loves each other, they will b most willing to go thru all difficulties together.. rejections from frenz and closest ppl..

You are why I live for... at -6/25/2007 06:44:00 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

8 months

You are why I live for... at -6/20/2007 11:54:00 PM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

I WANT THIS!!!

You are why I live for... at -6/14/2007 03:18:00 PM

bring my LIFE back!!!

You are why I live for... at -6/14/2007 01:57:00 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Understanding comes when both of you accept each completely.
A person comes on this earth with a package of his/her own.
One has to accept that package as whole, one can not select.
If you think that a person with all good and bads clicks with you ....go ahead.

Finding friends is a verrrrry difficult job...you have to believe your own instincts.
No body can give you any definition of a good friend.

I am happy with my life.Though I may be saying how sian/bored I am , but I like my life now.

I have friends that is true n Nice towards me.( though not all makes me happy, but some makes me happy=)

You are why I live for... at -6/12/2007 12:23:00 AM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

I am a EMO freak!

Its so hard not to give a damn to you!

You are why I live for... at -6/10/2007 10:35:00 PM

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Early father's day celebration Dinner...With my family, 2 other's uncle's side family and my grandparents.

Its at river view hotel, my parents and I arrived at 630pm, followed by one of my uncle's family. The same thing expected happened, only one of the child came. Heard that the other one was doing some modeling and advertisement stuffs. lols, his parents asked me whether I saw him in school, and say I sure don't dare to call him, cuz of his 'fashion'. its quite true! lols, those that knows and heard and seen him before, will understand... Even his parents don't dare to stand beside him cuz of his dressing... But whatever, he is still my cousin.

Sometimes I really wonder, we used to be so closed cousins in the childhood period of time. But as times goes by, we are more like strangers. And I am wondering if other families are the same. It's really like worst than strangers. And worst till, its like we only can meet up only during festivals and occasions, but my cousins weren't there always. And its making things worst. I wonder next generation of ours, how are we going to celebrate those occasions and festivals. =(
I am like more close to the parents of the families than the cousins. dots....

* oh, I gave away my precious tweety bird bear to one of my cousin( the youngest). hmmm, it's a gift from my dad when I was very small... It's quite unbearable of me to give away, but I can't possibly keep it with me till it rots there. So why not give it to her , share my things=)

Then, also gave away lots of story books to the family, and bags, and bears. Ha ha. Their house bigger ma, can contain more things=>> said by mum. ha ha

You are why I live for... at -6/09/2007 11:17:00 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007

Something to share! It's damn funny lah! MUST SEE....

Laozhabor's Condomania

"How to use condoms?"

You are why I live for... at -6/08/2007 05:00:00 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

To those whom cares for me...I am absolutely fine, pretty alright... =)

I will definitely cheer up for my dear baby, for my friends, for those whom cares and loves me

Well, I read nat's blog, I somehow agree and understands her feelings still. Missing someone, keeping the person photos, gifts and stuffs like that doesn't means you can't let go or you are depressed. Why can't people think its a form of memories too? The person is gone, if you don't keep the things he left behind for you, it's more weird, isn't it. =)

I can't deny that I do miss people that are gone in my life. I still misses them. For now we'll say goodbye. We know it's not the last time, I've lost the best part of my day. This is the last thing I will remember.
It's better where you're going anyway...When the last teardrop falls,I will stand tall. And hold onto the memories...Of how you used to be But sometimes it's true that the memories you had from them keeps your life alive, and keeps you going stronger remembering everything.

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people.

But you never forget them, and sometimes, it's those memories

that give us the strength to go on

Memories are part of everyone life's. Memories keeps one stronger and helps one move on with their life more lively.

You are why I live for... at -6/07/2007 02:35:00 PM

Monday, June 04, 2007

The below post is definitely not referring to baby. So don’t mistaken, but to my ‘bro’ n family.

GIVEN UP

Wake in a sweat again Another day\'s been laid to waste
In my disgrace Stuck in my head again
Feels like I\'ll never leave this place There\'s no escape

I\'m my own worst enemy

I\'ve given up, I\'m sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say?

Take this all away, I\'m suffocating

Tell me what the F**K is wrong with me

I don\'t know what to take Thought I was focused, but I\'m scared

I\'m not prepared I hyperventilate
Looking for help, somehow, somewhere

And no one cares

Put me out of my misery!

Put me out of my

Put me out of my f**king misery!

You are why I live for... at -6/04/2007 10:37:00 AM

Sunday, June 03, 2007

WILL I DREAM OF YOU TONIGHT ALEX??

ha ha...maybe me n Kc will dream of u , cuz whole day we were pretending you are beside us.
So funny lah, we sing, we eat, we go home, also say you beside us. even give you jacket, let you have a sit beside us, give you Bandung drink for dinner. lots of things. ha ha, it may be funny lah, but miss you=) BE our angel from above alright?^^winks~

Happy birthday to 2 of my friends!

Today was happy and sad.
~mixed feelings~

You say that with my presence as a friend you will be happy for ur bdae, But why is ur action different today? You made me feel like I came wrong to a kbox room, I never came to kbox and sing just only a few songs with moody feeling. You brought your friends around, I don't mind seriously, but why you have to make me feel that I am the extra one?
'maybe u don't give a damn to me, but I just don't like the way you handle things. One day you say this to me, the other hand your actions betrayed ur words.I take tis to heart, nt cuz of anything, but i treat u as my fren..no one will undererstands.'

ha ha But nvm, at least another bdae fren and other frens

ha ha

Thanks to other friends that talks to me, never make me so extra.

You are why I live for... at -6/03/2007 10:09:00 PM

Friday, June 01, 2007

Some pictures to share.

Aint they cool?

Took from Mr cheng blog=)

You are why I live for... at -6/01/2007 02:40:00 PM

SCORPIO - Aggressive.Loves being in long relationships.Likes to give a good fight for whatthey want. Extremely outgoing. Lovesto help people in times of need. Goodkisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Acaring person. One of a kind. Not oneto mess with. Are the most attractivepeople on earth!

You are why I live for... at -6/01/2007 11:04:00 AM