Thursday, May 18, 2006
I mISs thEm..SecoNdaRy DayS...PhOtOs..MemOries.. DeEp iN my HearT....E days...E moments i will never forget...
ALthough we are not meeting, seldom contact...you guys are still in my heart...
Hoping you guys remember me always and e rest in our battle of Ns n Os too....
of course there are more photos to be uploaded..but i will do them tml or next day ... too tired after today's work n stuffs....
I am not biased tat I uploaded those photos first...jus following my folder page in com..haha... More to be up as time goes by...i promise... its great to look at e photos taken in e past and your mind flashing back those moments of happiness and fun we had !!
You are why I live for... at -5/18/2006 11:20:00 PM
You are why I live for... at -5/18/2006 11:11:00 PM
You are why I live for... at -5/18/2006 11:05:00 PM
JaSmINE n HWeETinG
You are why I live for... at -5/18/2006 10:59:00 PM
.0.jpg)
MaVia N mE in E FantaAstic ShEll...
PeiChING N mE iN WiNter N hapPy Day....
You are why I live for... at -5/18/2006 10:55:00 PM
JaSmInE & GeOk HwA
You are why I live for... at -5/18/2006 10:42:00 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
我要快乐刚刚走开的人
烟还点著
味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了 伤我的人 想做乐观的人 每种雨声 听了都不冷
You are why I live for... at -5/17/2006 12:07:00 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
My Stary gal mavia…haha...mavia!! i love u ! =)well... u are right..i miss u so much..as well as others... hope 7gals is forever? Remember our times in hkss...it was so fun..although there are always misunderstanding in many areas...in classmates..frens..7 gals...but afterall..without quarrels we wont noe we cant lose each other rite? we do treasure each other n our frenship rite?
well... i enjoy myself with you n the others... always will have u all with me when i need u all... we will wait for each other after sch..go coffeeshop eat..recess we will run to e canteen for laska!! oh man! i miss e food there...yummy...hahhaa...
gal i m so lonely without you ..without the others... lastime always fixed have u all..i m stick to u all..now no one... now always change pp like tat...sianz..
den lastime we will meet the guys and gals after sch..wait for each other..so nice!!
+)
although people say past is past..but our past is our sweetest memories! e one that we can say is past..but it can be continued by meeting up n keeping in touch rite! 7 gals.. muacks.
Wah..i write so long… haha… well… she is really a pretty babe.. u are not fat gal.. u have me always! Anything call me/ sms me.. I will be ther ok? U are someone whom I can confide to …=) thanks for being with me when I m down..n caring for me… miss ya !
You are why I live for... at -5/08/2006 01:05:00 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Sorry if I seems to be too emotional for the few blogs I have updated...its just what i have being thinking...I will never forget
my 6 gals: Shu Hui( suay), Pei Ching(Ching), Geokhwa(Hwa), Mavia( Via), Huishan( shan), Hwee Ting( Ting) --> our 7gals group as it includes me in too, being in class for 5 years, being through ups and downs... Have many disagreements, have many fun of course... crap around like the school is meant for us... talk alot together....coming and going home together, having recess together always, exchanging letters to each other, passing notes /messages to each other during class times...
* i shall write more about them as times goes by...they are people i wont forget...*
And of course, guys are included in our gang too...haha...
hmmm, for the guys, I guessed it was during our upper secondary that we are closer, especially during our 'N's and 'O's level period of time....
--> Han Siong, Darren, Ming yao, Jeremy, Jakin, Alvin, Aaron, Cheesiang, Dexiang,cheaboon ....
We got closer with this guys as times goes by in our secondary life....
we study together...have group studies together....
in times we separated our groups due to convenient sake...
we worked very hard for our final year,
we strive for our best, helping each other...
typing and thinking and thinking ...i remember more and more of our secondary lives, there are too much ... words just can't be written to describe all...But only ' i miss you all alot'...
Remembering the 4 malay girls--> dalilah, dewi, Shikin, Aisya... they are all very gentle, pretty girls... they got closer with the class during our upper sec too, we discuss and talk more about school work as well as our own personal problems with them too....
Remembering Suhsing, Huey yuan, shi hui, yanling--> they were in a gang of their own too...haha..got closer together i think is sec 4 to 5 ...when ms chua ( our best teacher we had) , whom arranged the best sitting arrangement for us, we got to study in a good evironment... I have more interaction with shi hui, as we study A maths always. .. We would do our assignments together... At first we are not close, but after much dicussion we are closer, and we joked and crapped with each other...
of course i remember pohying--> my 5 yrs class mates as well... we are in the same cca,-- choir and src(student recreation centre)... We share our secrets too, in times we are not good,but we get back again.... we also study together in times, helping each other.... remembering our SYFs practices, NDP practices with feigek, peixuan and alot of our choir mates....oh man, there are really many people to be mentioned.... but i shall just talk about my classmates first in this blog...
I also remember peggy,--> someone i got closer and knowing her more during sec 4 to 5, confide my problems to her, and she also confide hers to me... Studying A maths together again... helping her too... stay back to ask teaacher questions to solve our doubts... Study A maths together at Jurong Mac.... haha... remember once i went to bake cake at her house??haha....studying F&n together.... rushing our F&n project together....with the F&N mates like lee woon, jessie, yanling and others. I don't know why, but people seems to get surprising when i hang up with her...but i don't care....peiching don't care as well.... we 3 got close at a period of time too... and we are like sisters ....she said she wont forget me ...and i wont too...
haha,,i remember jerryboy, as boy boy.... and always talks about politics stuffs..hahaha
Hairul and khairul--> the 2 brothers... ahha...they are not lah, jus that their names are so alike, we always mistaken their identity...lolz... i was more closer with him during sec 2, cuz we sat together, and he helped me with geography alot...if i am not wrong...haha
Talking about sec 2, i remembered people like--> azmi, rasul, hadi, ( football experts.... like watching our school football competition..remembering we stayed back to support them... i am proud of them...they are great! haha...won alot times.. got into news paper too..haha.. ) they like to disturb me always...esp azmi...always disturb me....grrrz...haha...upper sec not same class still disturb me... ahha..i remembered he gave me 3 bookmarks during sec 3, he brought it for me...hahaa... long story.... but we are good friends afterall...
Lets get back to my sec 3 to 5 mates, --> vaikunth, and sugen.... two indians in my class... sugen is someone whom cherish friendship...speaks out what he thinks..and vaikunth is someone whom....hmmm...i duno how to say! haha...but fun guy!
Shairhman--> likes a girl alot..haha... are they goin to be together? haha..well, he is a good chef...he can be...he has he potential..his food are great and taste nice always! creative!
Noorshah--> people may think he is not good, or gangster ... but if you try to know him better...he is not what you guys thinks... to me, he is a smart guy..jus lazy...but i have seen his improvements as times goes by...he became hardworking too...he study too...he tries his best..and its e most important in life....i believe we all sees it rite..=) hope he nv gives up no matter what he faces in his future journey of life....
Danny--> someone i know and someone i don't know .... well, i dont know how to say...but things are different in times....
Everything don't seems to be perfect, have misunderstandings before and cleared....that;s life... no one is perfect... and when we humans are so demanding....we failed.... and we digged out the weakness and imperfect of the person and we have quarrels...But afterall, we are still friends... every friendship have ups and downs... EVERY....
You are why I live for... at -5/06/2006 12:01:00 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
KNOWING TOO MANY FRIENDS IS NOT REALLY GREAT AT TIMES, YOU CAN’T EXPECT TO HAVE A VERY CLOSE BUDDY AS YOU HAVE FOUND IN SECONDARY… IN TIMES, YOU DON’T KNOW WHERE YOU BELONG TO…As I sit here in class,
I observe my friends
And look forward to the year
Coming to an end.
It's going to be sad
To say good- bye.
I'll miss everyone.
I know I will cry.
I remember the day
When I came backto be with my friendsand get on the right track.
We had so many moments;
Some bad, most great.
I'll always remember the love
And erase the hate.
I don't want to say good- bye
To all my friends.
I don't want this year
To come to an end.
You are why I live for... at -5/05/2006 11:57:00 PM
Missing a friend…Do You Know that I am referring to you??
tears dropping once again, you are a friend that meant alot to me....
Once we were close friends, the very best friend, buddy I ever had
We confide to each other,
You let me lean on your shoulder always, and I lean on you for comfort and when I am in sorrow
And my shoulder was there for you always too, to comfort you and calm you down
I knew that I could count on you. For anything I needed.
When I need you the most, you are always there ….
Till the day we both found our love, around the same time, we knew we had to move away
Till the day we both leave the school, we went to new school; we knew we will drift apart
But I knew you still cared, for we still can be friends
Only from a distance
I do miss the pranks you did pull
And our long talks and
Our laughs we used to share
And how you made me feel better
The way you stand by my side and help me when I needed someone
Only After…
Some things happen eventually and we seem to drift apart at the moment…
I am really sorry for the mistake I have done
Until now, I regretted.
Because I distrust you and ignored you at first
You tried to patch back our friendship but I was the one whom don’t believe in you and ignored you…
And you give up….
It was the most critical and worst conflict we had in our 5 yrs of friendship
Guess the whole class knew about it, it was in a mess
We talked about each other bad things, scolded each other, angry about each other
There were definitely too much of misunderstandings
I know that you gave up because you treated me as you best pal too, and you never expect things to turn up that way.
But believe me, I don’t mean it
I don’t meant to leave a hole in our friendship
We were supposed to leave the school with happy memories but
I really regretted
Sorry to blame you for being biased
At the last day of our secondary school day, you give the class each a paper with our names, contact numbers, and asked each of us to filled in what we want to tell the person’ leaving a message to each person’.
Isn’t this thoughtful?
Yes it was…
We took photos together,
We hugged each other...
I remember when we hugged each other, we cried out …
Both of us,
At the moment of time, I believed we only remember and think of the goods memories we had together and not the bad ones.
I asked for your forgiveness and you forgave me
Although things are back, we are friends, I knew that you won’t be like the past, you won’t confide everything to me
I knew that we have a gap between our friendships
We said no, but I know they are still present
I felt sad
I want to be close with you
Shopping, hanging out, crapping, eating, going home…but it seems to go the other way
We seem to be so far apart…
But do you know I am missing you a lot?
Although I did not say out, I do miss you friend, and in my heart you are truly one friend that understands me the best...
I miss you my friendand I know you still carewe are friends foreveryou and IFriends till the endthe day I die
Wish to meet up with you,
Take photo together…
Remembering the 3 of us taking photo…
I knew its going to be fun again,
So let’s meet up ASAP…
I WISHED THAT TIME WOULD GOES BACK TO THE TIME WE WERE IN OUR SECONDARY SCHOOL… THE TIMES ESPECIALLY DURING SECONDARY 3,4,5 WHERBY WE SAT TOGETHER, RECESS TOGETHER, GOING TO SCHOOL AND HOME TOGETHER…. WAITING FOR EACH OTHER TO FINISH THEIR CCA OR SCHOOL WORK AND LEAVE TOGETHER…GOING TO YOUR HOUSE WATCH MOVIES (GHOST MOVIES) WITH THE REST ALSO
HAVING THE GUYS TO CARRY OUR BOOKS, AND WE STACK OUR BOOKS HIGH FOR THEIR TO CARRY
CARRY BAGS FOR THE OTHERS IF NEEDED TO THE CANTEEN
I KNEW THAT TIME WON’T GO BACK TO WHERE I WISH IT COULD BE…AS WE HAVE NEW FRIENDS NOW …
BUT HOPE YOU WILL MISS ME ALWAYS AND REMEMBER OUR HAPPY MOMENTS
You are why I live for... at -5/05/2006 11:46:00 PM