Friday, May 05, 2006
Missing a friend…Do You Know that I am referring to you??tears dropping once again, you are a friend that meant alot to me....
Once we were close friends, the very best friend, buddy I ever had
We confide to each other,
You let me lean on your shoulder always, and I lean on you for comfort and when I am in sorrow
And my shoulder was there for you always too, to comfort you and calm you down
I knew that I could count on you. For anything I needed.
When I need you the most, you are always there ….
Till the day we both found our love, around the same time, we knew we had to move away
Till the day we both leave the school, we went to new school; we knew we will drift apart
But I knew you still cared, for we still can be friends
Only from a distance
I do miss the pranks you did pull
And our long talks and
Our laughs we used to share
And how you made me feel better
The way you stand by my side and help me when I needed someone
Only After…
Some things happen eventually and we seem to drift apart at the moment…
I am really sorry for the mistake I have done
Until now, I regretted.
Because I distrust you and ignored you at first
You tried to patch back our friendship but I was the one whom don’t believe in you and ignored you…
And you give up….
It was the most critical and worst conflict we had in our 5 yrs of friendship
Guess the whole class knew about it, it was in a mess
We talked about each other bad things, scolded each other, angry about each other
There were definitely too much of misunderstandings
I know that you gave up because you treated me as you best pal too, and you never expect things to turn up that way.
But believe me, I don’t mean it
I don’t meant to leave a hole in our friendship
We were supposed to leave the school with happy memories but
I really regretted
Sorry to blame you for being biased
At the last day of our secondary school day, you give the class each a paper with our names, contact numbers, and asked each of us to filled in what we want to tell the person’ leaving a message to each person’.
Isn’t this thoughtful?
Yes it was…
We took photos together,
We hugged each other...
I remember when we hugged each other, we cried out …
Both of us,
At the moment of time, I believed we only remember and think of the goods memories we had together and not the bad ones.
I asked for your forgiveness and you forgave me
Although things are back, we are friends, I knew that you won’t be like the past, you won’t confide everything to me
I knew that we have a gap between our friendships
We said no, but I know they are still present
I felt sad
I want to be close with you
Shopping, hanging out, crapping, eating, going home…but it seems to go the other way
We seem to be so far apart…
But do you know I am missing you a lot?
Although I did not say out, I do miss you friend, and in my heart you are truly one friend that understands me the best...
I miss you my friendand I know you still carewe are friends foreveryou and IFriends till the endthe day I die
Wish to meet up with you,
Take photo together…
Remembering the 3 of us taking photo…
I knew its going to be fun again,
So let’s meet up ASAP…
I WISHED THAT TIME WOULD GOES BACK TO THE TIME WE WERE IN OUR SECONDARY SCHOOL… THE TIMES ESPECIALLY DURING SECONDARY 3,4,5 WHERBY WE SAT TOGETHER, RECESS TOGETHER, GOING TO SCHOOL AND HOME TOGETHER…. WAITING FOR EACH OTHER TO FINISH THEIR CCA OR SCHOOL WORK AND LEAVE TOGETHER…GOING TO YOUR HOUSE WATCH MOVIES (GHOST MOVIES) WITH THE REST ALSO
HAVING THE GUYS TO CARRY OUR BOOKS, AND WE STACK OUR BOOKS HIGH FOR THEIR TO CARRY
CARRY BAGS FOR THE OTHERS IF NEEDED TO THE CANTEEN
I KNEW THAT TIME WON’T GO BACK TO WHERE I WISH IT COULD BE…AS WE HAVE NEW FRIENDS NOW …
BUT HOPE YOU WILL MISS ME ALWAYS AND REMEMBER OUR HAPPY MOMENTS
You are why I live for... at -5/05/2006 11:46:00 PM