If you don't know then it's so sad...=)
sometimes I wonder.....
I know when there is life, there is death....
Everyone lives and everyone die....
I know its the process of life...
But in times when I think of it....its so scary.....
In the way that, you think if you are dead , you lose everything..!
you don't even know where are you. you don't even know if you know who you are anot. You don't know if you will remember the people you love and care.. you don't know if you really can see them from heaven...
People says when you are gone , you goes to heaven.... You should be happy.... Cuz you are with god...
I know.....
But when you are gone, its not that u are being out of relationship, its not that u lose your jobs, its not that you are kick out of sch....or other things...
Its scary, you don't get to do anything in this world...as in being with contact with the people.with contact with what you being doing for the past years.
I know I am writing something weird in this blog....
But when you really think throughoutly...will you feel the same way as me?
You are gonna lose your precious people in the world....
You don't know where will youwill be..
you don't know who is urself...
I don't know how to explain further...
but do you guys know what I saying?
If tears could build a stairwayI would walk right up to Heavenand bring you home.
And I wonder where you areAnd if the pains ends when you die.And I wonder if there wasSome better way to say good-bye.
You are why I live for... at -10/31/2006 10:27:00 PM
Thoughts for the day…
''God saw you were getting tired, and a cure was not meant to be
So he put his arms around you, and whispered come with me
With tearful eyes we watched you, as we saw you pass away
Although we love you deeply, we could not make you stay
Your golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest
God broke our hearts to prove to us...
He only takes the best’’
I feel so tired, don’t want to work…
But can’t… someone save me…
Wahaha...
Just now went to church, think of my friend more…=p
So many things happen these days, didn’t even notice that my day is coming…only recently than getting excited…wondering how the day will be? Is it going to be memorable?
Hope so…wishes to…and I want to...
The day is the day I want my dearest darling to spend with me, my dearest friend’s to spend with me, n my family. Not need to be on e same day, but at least date me out one day…to let me Know you guys do care…wahaha… crazy thinking I know…
But I remember last yr one is not bad…got a group of poly mates n some sec sch mates joined together to spend with me e day before…Thanks to them! Went k box together last yr…so this yr will be? Ha-ha…
Thoughts for the end day…
''The two hardest things to say in life are hello for the first time and goodbye for the last''
You are why I live for... at -10/29/2006 11:14:00 PM
I have trouble accepting the fact that you're gone, so I wont...
It'll be like we went for awhile without seeing each other.
But I can see why God would want you closer to him,cause you truly were an angel on Earth.
One week had gone, you left us going to heaven for one week already,
A little tribute true and tender,Just to show that we remember.Time may pass and fade awayBut memories of you will always stay.
Always remember the song ur brother's played in your wake- Bon Jovi 'Always'... =)
You are why I live for... at -10/27/2006 01:48:00 PM
For myself, for you, for her, for him, for everyone.
It has been so long since we have talked, I hope that things are still the same
Hoping they will never change, cause it can’t be replaced
Don't let our memories fade away
Remember me always
You'll always be the sun in my sky, I heard that when you miss someone that is gone,
Just look upon the clouds, n you will be enlighten and smile…
He will be one of the clouds above…
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go separate ways
You’re the one that I'll always miss, never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you, no matter what you’re going through
In my heart you'll always be,
I'll remember you
Wondering---would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Wondering---would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up, no I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that red light, and it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time, and I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone, and right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
For leaving yourself and you'll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
Believe
That someone's watching over, someone's watching over me.
You are why I live for... at -10/27/2006 01:26:00 PM
My dear friend, once again dropped tears for you today. Ever since the day you left us, I have dreams. Dreamt about you but wake up forget what is it.
I know that he is gone... But I can't take it.. We can't accept the fact he is gone forever... But In our heart, he is still here... Seeing his gf blog, I can see that she is a very strong girl! At the last day of Alex's wake, she is there comforting Alex's buddy kai, saying tat Alex's in heaven very happy. Don't be sad. She is strong... We are learning to take it, trying to live through this pain...
We know that Alex don't wish to see us this way. But everyone miss him a lot... He must be very happy in heaven, seeing His gf so strong...
Now that he is gone to heaven, God will be taking good care of him, taking care of him like the way his parents used to, and also loving him like the way his gf love, and the care that all his friends shower for Alex....
We know that Alex will be taking care of us in heaven, praying for us as the way we praying for him that he will be peaceful...
I know that we still have to carry on in our life, but pls this is so painful…I hope his parents are getting better… And of cuz his gf and buddies…
Looking browsing through friendster and stuffs, seeing all your photos with
I know that you are at god side, looking upon us, your parents, your gf, your families, your close friends. I know you wouldn't wish to see so many people crying for you.. But we just can't help. You are such a good friend, always around smiling, never frown. I know that you wouldn't wish to see your mamma so sad and crying like hell for you. don;t want you to go away. seeing your good bro's like junkai, clemence, mingwei, and more.. Crying for you... I am sorry ... but it just too sudden for all of us to take it. Each one of us miss you. I remember when I lost my relatives, its not the same feeling as now. It's totally different. They are elderly, we know and prepared one day they will leave, and of cuz sad they left. But my friend, you made me cried lots for you. I know that I can only talk to you through god, god shower your blessings. Priest asked us to pray for him, and also pray that when we leave the world we will be with him at heaven too. We know god wants you back to his side,and you will be happy.We will always remember you.
Seeing you since the past to now, you are still the same, a good friend, someone whom brings joy. In times, playful, cute, friendly, helpful, and alot. Never regret knowing you.. Thanks God for giving me and your friends to know you and met such a good guy ,that’s ya.
I prayed that you would be happy and rest in peace. I know you will.
In life, it's about life and death. We know that we live and we die. But we still yell and sad for one's death cause we can't bear to let go. Everyone life is precious and people around you does care for you. Remember.
Father also told us in the mass today before going to the cremation;
Life is not living in the way you want to live, risking your life when you want. If you choose the way, you will not only suffer, but lose the people around you who care and love you. And also making your friends around you to lose you sadly.
You are why I live for... at -10/23/2006 10:46:00 PM
Alex Lee Zong Xun, I will always remember you.. all the people whom knows you will miss you ... always...
Upon hearing the news on fri, 11 plus in school, I was damn shocked. Never expected to receive such a msg . I was totally blurred. He left the world just this way, pray that he rest in peace.
I knew him since I am young. We have been in the same church cateshim ( duno how to spell) but just like church school on sunday's since primary to secondary 3 . Then, was in the same secondary school with him. We may not seems to be close friends. Not always talk alot face to face. But we did chat in msn. and knowing him so long. nv thought such things would happen. really sad. He is a fit guy, e most fit guy among his group of buddies.
went to his funeral on fri nite 20.10.06. Seeing his face, can't control, but cried out. It's totally not like him. shall not say much abt it. He is still the handsome guy I know.
Everyone miss him, everyone's sad.
His friend that witnessed the whole incident is his best buddy, he is damn sad of cuz. but he is strong.
I just can't believe, he left the world this way. On thurs midnite.
On thurs nite , saw him online in msn, wanted to chat with him cuz long time nv chat, but didn't . Thought nextime den chat.
But why such things happen?
I know I am not anyone close with him, shouldn't be feeling so down. But not that way, he is my friend, and I will always remember e days in church n secondary school .
My dear friend, RIP.
You are why I live for... at -10/23/2006 12:37:00 AM
You say you need some time to thinkAbout the road aheadYou tell me you still love me"And that will never change," you said
You say that I'm the one you wantAnd in the end, together's where we'll be"But it's to hard to be tied down""For a girl as young as me"
So I sent you off into the worldTo see what you could seeI promised you I'd be alrightI said, "You know right where I'll be"
So here I sit, alone and brokenEach day, so hard to get throughBecase I'm forever waitingForever waiting here for you
You are why I live for... at -10/11/2006 12:26:00 AM