My dear friend, once again dropped tears for you today. Ever since the day you left us, I have dreams. Dreamt about you but wake up forget what is it.

I know that he is gone... But I can't take it.. We can't accept the fact he is gone forever... But In our heart, he is still here... Seeing his gf blog, I can see that she is a very strong girl! At the last day of Alex's wake, she is there comforting Alex's buddy kai, saying tat Alex's in heaven very happy. Don't be sad. She is strong... We are learning to take it, trying to live through this pain...
We know that Alex don't wish to see us this way. But everyone miss him a lot... He must be very happy in heaven, seeing His gf so strong...

Now that he is gone to heaven, God will be taking good care of him, taking care of him like the way his parents used to, and also loving him like the way his gf love, and the care that all his friends shower for Alex....
We know that Alex will be taking care of us in heaven, praying for us as the way we praying for him that he will be peaceful...

I know that we still have to carry on in our life, but pls this is so painful…I hope his parents are getting better… And of cuz his gf and buddies…

Looking browsing through friendster and stuffs, seeing all your photos with ur gf and ffriends, you are so happy. ITs true! he is one that never frown , always putting a big smile in his cute face. =)

I know that you are at god side, looking upon us, your parents, your gf, your families, your close friends. I know you wouldn't wish to see so many people crying for you.. But we just can't help. You are such a good friend, always around smiling, never frown. I know that you wouldn't wish to see your mamma so sad and crying like hell for you. don;t want you to go away. seeing your good bro's like junkai, clemence, mingwei, and more.. Crying for you... I am sorry ... but it just too sudden for all of us to take it. Each one of us miss you. I remember when I lost my relatives, its not the same feeling as now. It's totally different. They are elderly, we know and prepared one day they will leave, and of cuz sad they left. But my friend, you made me cried lots for you. I know that I can only talk to you through god, god shower your blessings. Priest asked us to pray for him, and also pray that when we leave the world we will be with him at heaven too. We know god wants you back to his side,and you will be happy.We will always remember you.

Seeing you since the past to now, you are still the same, a good friend, someone whom brings joy. In times, playful, cute, friendly, helpful, and alot. Never regret knowing you.. Thanks God for giving me and your friends to know you and met such a good guy ,that’s ya.

I prayed that you would be happy and rest in peace. I know you will.

In life, it's about life and death. We know that we live and we die. But we still yell and sad for one's death cause we can't bear to let go. Everyone life is precious and people around you does care for you. Remember.

Father also told us in the mass today before going to the cremation;
Life is not living in the way you want to live, risking your life when you want. If you choose the way, you will not only suffer, but lose the people around you who care and love you. And also making your friends around you to lose you sadly.