Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Where did you go, I miss you so....Where are you...In heaven.....Somewhere so far away from here.Yet you are so near to our heart.. Just that we can never get to see you present in our live now physically...we wont be able to see you anymore...Its been like forever we wont be able to meet you...n see you....
Please come back!! we miss you !!
Seeing your best buddies there so lost, Missing you so much, so many things they want to do with you, so many things they want to talk to you.. and I m sure you have so much unspoken words to say to them...
your best buddy kai is feeling so 'F...' with his life, I can see.... He needs you to be there for him ...He needs to talk to you...this is wat i always see him in his msn, that he just needs you... I wish I am the one that can console him from losing YOU, from losing his GF....Its damn painful...I can feel it... but I know its not the right time, not the right person to talk to him.... He NEEDs you....please come back....Okay I know I am crazy again.....
Do hope that his other friends will be able to help him through this process of pain, But I know he needs you most and what I can see only if you praying for him..like how we have been praying for you each day...I know You will....we miss you....
Though I did not cry like the days when you just gone for 1 week, but I am still very depressed over it...
If you know me good enough, you will understand my feelings...but no one understands HOW I FEEL!!
sobs....
everyday without fail, I will remember you..nv forget you my dear friend, missing you.. YOUR darlings are missing you too....haha
Only if you are alive, we can see the big smile and laughter from you again...n the sun will shine like it's always been..
I really feel so lost too! I can't talk to you anymore, I cant find you in msn anymore, I cant talk to you like i wish anymore! come back !!! We all need you....
SUffering..Suffering!!
You are why I live for... at -11/08/2006 09:04:00 AM