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Now its 3am!
and i am blogging here,supposed to sleep early. tml or rather later in the morning going to work full shift! omg... I lay on my bed from 1230 am till 230 am.And i really couldn't sleep!
Means tml I sure tired till can't be explained.12 hrs of work tml and i still can't sleep....
why??? why ??? I really don't know..but being unable to fall asleep..Many things flashed back into my mind! too much till from nothing to a lot of things in my mind....
dots....
i miss dear a lot...till i lay on bed and say 'lao gong, is your working fine right now? have you eaten ? do you miss me? i really miss you !

and my silly thinking was like...hmmmm..if one day .....
i knew Wei Xiong and Alex at the same time , same place, known both of them since small( ever since church class) till sec same sch also, and because of lex, we got to contact once again since lex gone... and even met up a few times...=) but i i cant imagine if one day i lose you this fren ..... so pls take care of yourself and also your family and ur precious sis^^ please be careful when you ride bike... hahas. remember that time when we msg, you say u going to ride bike liao, without fail, i will msg you...pls becareful! msg me when ya reach home =) take care! hahas.... though we nv meet up or msg much liao...n rather very little liao....cuz u are attached n i know ur gf will jealous... but i will remember u la... don't forget, you say when u free u will tell me! hahas.if only lex you are still here, we can 3 meet up together n hear ur craps...but never had I had a chance in the past when u are alive to meet up wit u except seeing you in class, never will the 3 of us have the chance to meet up now ...hopefully in future in heaven? ^^

I also think of ah ming, hahas. don't know why ah....i remember you told me that you sold your bike away and very sian of riding ever since lex gone.... but u also say ...u wanna buy another bike...lols.....You are another one, another friend I hope you will take care of yourself=) hahas. i will never forget that day!! hahas. sleep on bench ...omg...all my fault ..... sorry....
then, stupid mind thinking of those sad things again!! too much.... too much....
start thinking if one day i lose this friend....and the other friend...and e other....and so on and on...
duno why, everyone , all my precious ones, please, please, be careful and take care of yourself okay! I really can't afford to lose anyone of you....