Friday, May 25, 2007
I've finally realized what life is all about...it's about hanging on when your heart has had enough. It's about giving more when you feel like giving up
I know that I have been pissed off and bad mood these days. Some may see through from the way I does things, but some may not.
Life is full of secrets and lies, so when people **** you over don't be surprised...
There are too many things happening around me.
Nobody will understands.
But I know that my attitude sucks these days.
So I am here to say SORRY. But I don't think I have done anything bad so far or wat. I didn't scold anyone. Just Only feel like been alone. So sometimes never meet you guys in the morning. Not I changed or wat, but these few days like need time to cool down.
Sorry to betrayer- haha, You know who you are. Now everything's clear, U are good now.No longer our betrayer. ha ha ha. Don't forget your promise okay? =)
Family
What's wrong with watching tv and using my lappy in the living room. Do u pay the electricity bills? I like the environment in the living room. I work in the living room not because of tv, its because if i am in my own room, I will just keep singing. I can't do anything else beside singing. i have to control. as I have tons of works to do. that's one reason. And so what's the pro with you leh, Why always come home must say me? U see me bu shuang sit in living room only. U see all the bad things about me only. What's wrong? So what if u are the one subscribes the SCV, u think its because of the SCV tats why I keep staying at the living room? NO NO! N i hate the way you look at me and says me when u comes home. Why do you find such troubles. N so what if u are elder than me, always says I no respect for you, so do you have respect to me? Only you can say me, can scold me, want to beat me, just because you are older den me. lastime always say me use laptop always, den how about you, go work never even off your com. Downloads things only. Den whole day never off the modem, den won't spoil la, if its me, then will spoil la.
YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT DE LAH. =( ONLY u can say people, people can't say you. I don't even have the freedom of speech .!
Studies, school, friends,weird humans, are driving me crazy.
Don't crap with me can. You don't even know what you want, den u just stay away from me. Like what you have been doing in e past.
Don't worry bout me or what I do. What happens in my life has nothing to do with you.
so keep your mouth shut and stop talking shit. I'm sick of all you skanks with all your bullshit
To those that don't know me well, don't shoot me with all ur means to piss me off. Don't always try to piss me off and agitate me. I really hope that the friends whom truly knows me will stand up for me, tell the people what kind of people am I.
This life is different.
I have no regrets. I wouldn't have lived my life the way I did if I was going to worry about what people were going to say.
Life's too short to let the little things get to you So feel free to laugh at whatever at whatever you want to. Fall in love w/that one boy that makes you laugh & smile like no other . Never let your best friends slip away & most importantly Never let anyone change the real you...
Lastly, You have to take the good with the bad.
Smile with the sad. love what you got
And remember what you once had
Always forgive, but never forget
Learn from mistakes, but never regret
People change, things go wrong
Just remember... life goes on...
PS: I am still the same old me. I do not have attitudes. I do not show my angers. I still laugh when I am angry and when I am scolding you , its not like so, cuz I will laugh while saying.
Ha ha ha.
I don't know how you see me. But how you see me maybe different from what my true friends sees me in the past. It doesn't mean I have changed, it means you don't know how to see me through ur eyes.
You are why I live for... at -5/25/2007 10:22:00 PM