Thursday, September 20, 2007
Yesterday wasn't a complete good day ...It was PohYing's bdae, we planned to go clubbing few weeks ago. Happy that the plan is on.
But really sorry to her that a scene was created half way through the enjoyment of the day.
Sorry to my dear brothers also. As yesterday was Robin's 'POP'too.Sorry to see the situation being spoil this way.
I just don't understand and really sad and pissed off yesterday. How I wish Mavia was there with me, cuz I know if she hear what the girl said and yelled at me in the dance floor, I guess via will helped me. cuz I don't shout back to people, I just walk away.I wish I could swallowed the pain myself silently then there wouldn't be a situation like what happened yesterday, but i couldn't do that. But I am still happy that poh ying was there for me. Thanks girl. And of cuz thanks to dear for listening to me, and standing by with me. You know how scare I am that you will support your friend and think it's my childishness. But you didn't, you believed that she said hasty words that hurts me out of no where, and stand by me.
It's the first time someone did such a ''respect'' thing to me. If you have the guts to say people, then have the courage to admit.
Trying to cover what you have done, is such a immature move and childish way, makes me realized that older age doesn't mean a more mature thinking. Knowing that I have no wrong, yet you can come with your own selfishness and just yelled at me, you are no one to me. Just a friend of a friend I just got to know. You don't have to cover your mistakes and makes everyone thinks that I am the one to be blamed, and it's my childishness to walk away from the scene. I guess they will think I am childish and immature to walk away, trying to create troubles, but that's because you didn't admit what you said to me. Anyway, it's okay, I have no guilts. You should be feeling guilty. I am happy that my dear believed me and always there for me.
I am not trying to earn anyone's sympathy or trying to show that I am immature complaining about things that have happened. I know let bygones be bygones. But this is my blog, I have the right to write out my feelings. If not this blog isn't a blog already.=)
Life is full of secrets and lies, so when people f**k you over don't be surprised...
Fools live to regret their words, wise men to regret their silence
Happy moments
I am happy that you are always there for me. I felt so close being with you. We respect each other and do things quite mature. We don't treat each other as a thing but treasure and respect each other alot. I am happy that we spent so much happy moments together, I believed that we will continue. Though there may be unhappy or sad moments or any disrupts in future, but I believe we will stand by each other and not let things affect our relationship.
after what happened today, it doesn't worsen our relationship but strengthen the bonds of ours.
And also Happy that you bring me out to eat, to see the world. I am happy to have you by my side.
It's true you never know what the future holds, but if you live your life for what could be you will only end up missing out on all the fun that can be had in the here and now. I live my life not in the past, thinking about what was, not in the future, thinking about what could be, I live my life in the present, enjoying every second.
One day u will come to me n ask "What's more important, your life or mine?" I will say "mine" and you will walk away never knowing you are my life...
You are why I live for... at -9/20/2007 03:33:00 PM