While I am typing right now, I am still hesitating. I wanted to blog it out to relive the unhappiness and anger. But does it really help? If they see this blog what will happen? No matter what I do, i guess nothing can change them. So I hesitated.
On last week days' I have already confirmed to meet up with the group of gals that we lost to meet up since graduated. Everyone agreeded, but still disappointing stuffs happens. I know there's reasons like sorry I have something on, but come on... So you trying to imply that your something on is much more important than our meet up?If it's like someone passed away, or someone in ur family member bdae, or wedding... then I can understand..But now it's I dun understand what its something on that is so important than our gathering... it's not like we always meet up, if we does always meet up, then u have something on , it's still okay. But it's like such a long time since we gonna catch up finally. N u give me this type of aeroplane I get. Totally spoilt mood. I am not trying to say your something on is not important either, but do you bother to share and explain? Maybe it's really confidential that you don't wish to tell me, but isn't it a better idea to call or msg me telling me it's about what? Or trying to explain to let me understand? If you really treasure than why is all this happening? We took initiative once and many once, but when did you guys took any initiative or even better to say, when we took initiative, did you guys try to show that you guys really keen?
I guess my bdae wish for 21st bdae will never come through.
Though it's really so spoilt mood, but at least the 4 of us did enjoyed our great jap. dinner. Without you guys, we still can enjoy, just like how 2 of u enjoys always.
On friday nite, went to dinner at westmall with dear, followed by arcade a while, then play pool @ my house club there. Then around 12 midnite went to find dear's fren, CC,KK my kor. Talk and see them study at Mac@ farrer park.
On sat, noon went to suntec with dear's parents to see stuffs. Then, went to meet up with dear's frens to watch Man U vs Chelsea @ clark Quay. Chelsea won! After that, went to little india there to eat dim sum. Lots of food, but i only ate PAU. sad case.
Then, went to MOS with dear.
Sunday, thought it would be a great great wonderful fruitful day. BUT.... U know...u know...WTH
It's so sad.
Ya many people told me it's pointless to be sad and angry over such people anymore, because no matter how much I treasure, they dun, dun bother, den what can I do rite..But why am i so agiated,it;s because I MISS them. Hais...even my mum told me dun be stupid to believe them.
You are why I live for... at -4/28/2008 06:26:00 PM
Does over caring or over loving a person create problems?
In a way yes and no. you can always over love someone in your mind and heart but if that person doesn’t love you as much as you do then you’re going to find yourself very emotionally hurt when it over.
If your over caring for someone and over loving someone by showing it you’re going to creep that person out but it depends on what your definition of "over" is. It might create problems in terms of creeping the person out and making them want to be not with you too much.
People need their space their own time no one likes to be smothered all the time.
Yes...I understood it
You are why I live for... at -4/02/2008 02:46:00 PM
I know it's my problem
I know what to do next.
Don't worry about me
Sorry to make u have those thinking about me
You are why I live for... at -4/02/2008 02:03:00 PM