I am really touched by what you did for me. How much you strive more me. I really appreciate. Hope that the misunderstanding won't cause a barrier towards you treating me good like always, I really sorry.
I miss you dearly.
You are why I live for... at -6/26/2008 09:24:00 AM
You are why I live for... at -6/22/2008 09:51:00 PM
I think that I have already given up on you.
I am trying myself, controlling myself not to have the urge to talk to you when I saw you online now.
I think that I am really disappointed in you.
I don't see any small effort you put in for our friendship at all.
I don't see you calling me , msging me, or msn me at any time since the past school days.
You never ever took the initiative. Why is it so? The reason is simple.
从以前到如今你都是这样。
I am tired. I am freak out by all the words you say and don't mean it.
I don't think you will ever see this blog. Because I don't think you will bother to see it.
I am really trying so hard to forget how you say you treasure our friendship btw us, but I don't see any action at all.
What are true friends?
-True friends shares laughters, happiness, joy, tears and cries. I don't share any with you at all.
I have been hoping for so long, puting so much hope on our friendship, believing that it's true that you are so busy to fork out time to meet up, to msg me, to call me or even drop a note to me.
Everyone tells me it's pointlesss to have this kind of friend la, don't be so miserable cuz of her.
relationship need two hands to clap, two parties to make it beautiful.
So do a friendship. -It requires 2 hands to clap, to hold on to the beautiful friendship. But I am the one holding on always, yet I don't see you doing anything.
The most terrible thing I felt and disappointed in you is, why you can't make an initiative to contact me. NEVER will you. ' It's just a 'Why, WHY, why in my mind'. When I thought of this, I will think is it your pride so big, or what reasons make you this way. Don't give me reasons like , ' oh too long never contact, if msg you or ask you out very funny. NO SUCH reasons okay. If you really think that way, then in the first place why drag till so long... ITS all just an EXCUSE.!
I have to make one of the toughest decisions... should I give up or hang on?
When I need you, you ain't here.
I thought you say we are best friend.
But I don't think we are even casual friend...
You are why I live for... at -6/13/2008 09:06:00 AM
We live to…
When you are a baby, you need milk to survive.
When you are a child, you need lots of care and love from your families especially parents.
When you are a teenage, you need to have friends. And you need to strive hard for studies in order to earn money in future with good job to survive.
When you are adult, you need to work for money to survive. And you need to work for money to have a family of your own and for leisure and expenses.
When you are older adult, you earn money to feed your child and family.
When you are much older, you survive through your past earnings and support of your children if they are thoughtful.
Well, that’s like a routine.
Of course, in between this routine, there are many interesting happenings around.
In life, we get to fall in love with our special ones. We get to have the romance, and show our care and love for each other. We plan for our future, we live for each other. We support each other.
We have our true friends whom care and concern about you. We share our laughter’s and sadness.
We know what kinship is like; we learnt to treasure each other.
But something we can’t deny is everyone has to part this world.
That’s life. And we can’t do anything to stop our love ones to leave us when we don’t wish to.
Sometimes when I am so happy and contended with my life, with the people around me. And I thought of one day they might leave me, or one day I might leave them. It saddens me. I know it’s stupid to go think this type of thing. But we don’t wish and don’t want great things to stop and end. We wish it is forever.
You are why I live for... at -6/12/2008 05:21:00 PM
A few occasion have past by the weeks, and days.
On sunday 1st June, went for the bbq session at parc oasis. It was meant for our secondary mates to gather before the guys enters army life. Well, it's part of life. haha
Enjoyed so much fun and catch up moments with them.
Pictures will be uploaded in the next post.=)
On thursday 5th June, it was me n dear's 9th month anniversary together. It's so fast yet so slow. I want to be everlasting long with you . MUACKS.
- This time round I suggested to bring him to 2 places. hehe.
Went to beach culture at pasir ris park. It's a very romantic place. ^^
ate the cheese fondue which I yearn to try ever since the 98.7 DJ recommendation. Well, it's not bad, a new food to try. BUT, it's damn exp. it cost $38 plus. and the taste was quite weird, as it tasted bitter, due to the wine as part of the ingredient.
I love the ambiance there! It cost us $80 plus if I am not wrong.
After that, we went to east coast park- 1 twenty six. It's also very nice place. ^^
On Friday 6th June, met up with dear's friends- MT, CC, KK, ZM.
we just met up at tahman jurong S-11. It's freaking scary there. cuz there is so many cats. =(
On saturday 7th June, in the noon, went to queensway coffeeshop to eat bak ku teh. Freaking scary too, cuz got cat.
Hais, stuck with nightmares.
In the later part of the noon, went to dear's friend baby 1st month. Stayed there till nite time. Saw one of my sec senior friend. So qiao.
On Sunday 8th June, in the noon, dear brought me to bugis eat fish soup noodle. It's a great place to dine in. The food is really worth. The original without additional milk added. I forgot the name of the shop, but it's near the top one ktv.
After that, went to shopping. Wanted to buy some stuffs since last week, but GSS doesn't provide me with anything I like. Not worth the price with the product they sale.
Last week at far-east , brought a shoes, really high shoe, @ $27 I think. But it's nice.
Yesterday brought 1 shaw, 1 bag, 1 white shorts.
In e evening, went to the laska steamboat. near @ telok Blangah road. Heard it was nice, but never been there before. So we went and try finally. Well, we suppose that steamboat is like buffet, e.g. $15 den you can take free flow of food ....bla bla....so we assumed and didn't ask . Then, when the menu is here, the person say its individually charged! meaning e.g. you order 1 hotdog, it cost $3, den veg $3.... WTH. SO ExPENSIVE!!!
this teaches us a lesson. DON'T assume!!!!
You are why I live for... at -6/09/2008 12:26:00 PM
You are why I live for... at -6/08/2008 12:44:00 AM