Friday, June 13, 2008
Hey gal...I think that I have already given up on you.
I am trying myself, controlling myself not to have the urge to talk to you when I saw you online now.
I think that I am really disappointed in you.
I don't see any small effort you put in for our friendship at all.
I don't see you calling me , msging me, or msn me at any time since the past school days.
You never ever took the initiative. Why is it so? The reason is simple.
从以前到如今你都是这样。
I am tired. I am freak out by all the words you say and don't mean it.
I don't think you will ever see this blog. Because I don't think you will bother to see it.
I am really trying so hard to forget how you say you treasure our friendship btw us, but I don't see any action at all.
What are true friends?
-True friends shares laughters, happiness, joy, tears and cries. I don't share any with you at all.
I have been hoping for so long, puting so much hope on our friendship, believing that it's true that you are so busy to fork out time to meet up, to msg me, to call me or even drop a note to me.
Everyone tells me it's pointlesss to have this kind of friend la, don't be so miserable cuz of her.
relationship need two hands to clap, two parties to make it beautiful.
So do a friendship. -It requires 2 hands to clap, to hold on to the beautiful friendship. But I am the one holding on always, yet I don't see you doing anything.
The most terrible thing I felt and disappointed in you is, why you can't make an initiative to contact me. NEVER will you. ' It's just a 'Why, WHY, why in my mind'. When I thought of this, I will think is it your pride so big, or what reasons make you this way. Don't give me reasons like , ' oh too long never contact, if msg you or ask you out very funny. NO SUCH reasons okay. If you really think that way, then in the first place why drag till so long... ITS all just an EXCUSE.!
I have to make one of the toughest decisions... should I give up or hang on?
When I need you, you ain't here.
I thought you say we are best friend.
But I don't think we are even casual friend...
You are why I live for... at -6/13/2008 09:06:00 AM